"its been such a long time... since i have actually felt whats it to be alive... to live life to fullest. to live wihtout a fear.... to live with out any guilt.....life is passing its phrases n iam a silent spectator to the drama.
i belive it happens to everyone at some point of time in their life..... or is it just me... y does life throws such questions at us...?? get out of this mess..... i tell myself... but the defeatist in me is too overbearing... my soul is battered... every time i try to get up.... a strong blow is ready to hit me....when i turn around to c who is doing this... i c myself... n hate the very reflection of me....
it me... just me responsible for htis...... "
